As I elaborated on last time, this pregnancy has come with a whole bunch of symptoms that I honestly wasn’t super prepared for. Among them have included total and complete exhaustion, as well as the lovely effects of hormones on my skin. I’ve been breaking out a lot more, and with being so tired, definitely haven’t had the energy to do full makeup on the daily (or, er, ah, ever.)
So I’ve made a bit of a change to my everyday (or rather, for the days I actually leave the house) makeup look, and finally got around to filming it! Feel free to check it out if you like!
And if you don’t like, I’ll be back tomorrow with my 11 week update, so stay tuned! And if you don’t like that either, well, you’ve got fingers, feel free to click away to a different website! 😉
So it’s official: we’ve spilled the beans, and Sean and I couldn’t be more excited that our little Foxlet is on his or her way!
Now, I know that even these days, 10 weeks is still considered kind of “early” to announce your pregnancy, but honestly, it’s taken a LOT of willpower to even wait this long! Being patient has never really been my strong suit (Sean says that if it’s a girl, we’re going to name her Patience so that I’ll finally have some, har har), and with such a huge development (and one that’s affected me so severely — more on that later), it’s been really hard to bite my tongue.
But now that the word is out, I can’t wait to answer all the questions that you were never planning on asking me about my pregnancy! This kind of stuff is probably super boring to many of you, so feel free to click away if you’re not interested in hearing about the nitty gritty deets, haha.
But that said, without further adieu…
September 20, 2017
Foxlet is currently the size of a kumquat, petit four, or a golden snitch!
How did you find out?
The old-fashioned pee-on-a-stick way. I actually found out suuuuuper early — an entire week before I was even supposed to miss my period! I was just 3 weeks, 4 days pregnant (which really means I’d only actually been pregnant for about 11 days, as doctors calculate your pregnancy from the first day of your last period), but I just had a feeling something was up. So I took a test… and then had to do a double-take when that (then very faint) line appeared! I took like 12 more tests over the next week just to be sure, lol, but there was no mistaking it from the beginning. I was knocked up!
How did you tell Sean?
I wrapped up a daddy parenting book and presented it to him, then showed him the positive tests after he unwrapped the present! He was surprised, but very happy. He may or may not have gotten a little misty… but he’ll never admit it. 🙂
How did you tell your family?
I was able to wait all of 20 minutes before FaceTiming my sister to tell her the big news, haha. I wish I had done something “better,” but I just felt like I had to tell her as soon as possible! I didn’t do anything special when I told my brother and sister-in-law either — just went over there and had a big emotional reveal, lol.
For my parents though, I ordered mugs off of Etsy that said “Popo… Again!” (the Chinese term for grandmother) and “Grampy… Again!” and had them open them at the same time. (We got “Grandma” and “Grampa” mugs for Sean’s parents, too.) I was able to capture my parents’ reaction on video:
How long were you trying?
We actually weren’t technically trying, although I went off my birth control in October, and had started tracking my periods (which were kind of all over the place!) in the Ovia fertility app. So I got pregnant the second month after I stopped my birth control. I’m very aware that this is not the case for a lot of people, and am, of course, incredibly thankful that it was able to happen this way for us. Our original plan was to officially start “trying” after our 1 year wedding anniversary in January, but it just ended up being a happy sort-of-surprise that our plans got moved up a bit!
What was your first symptom?
I started getting many of your typical first trimester symptoms pretty early — by week 5, I was already exhausted, nauseous, etc. But my very earliest symptom was definitely the INSANELY vivid dreams I started having right away! I’ve been keeping a dream journal in my pregnancy app (Ovia Pregnancy), and here’s a mere sampling of some of the entries from the first weeks of my pregnancy:
How have you been feeling?
TERRIBLE. Name a typical pregnancy symptom, and I’ve probably experienced it thus far. Exhaustion, nausea, insomnia, being super emotional, sore breasts, tender nerps, bloating, constipation, heightened sense of smell… sorry to be so vivid, but being knocked up ain’t a bed of roses, I tell you what. The nausea has been the worst part of it for me, because for so long it was completely constant, with no breaks and offering no relief at all. I feel a little guilty complaining when I know there are many women who would love to feel pregnancy symptoms at all — even the terrible ones — but it really has been a tough run these past six weeks.
I try to remind myself that if I didn’t have any bad symptoms at all, my anxiety would probably flare up like crazy and I’d think something was wrong with me or the baby. So maybe it’s been a blessing in disguise? (A very good, extremely convincing disguise.) My OB did prescribe me some medication which seems to have been helping a bit over the past week, and I’m hopeful that things will get better once I get into my second trimester… cross your fingers for me!
What about morning sickness?
Ugh, what a misnomer. I get why there are so many jokes about how it should be called “all day sickness,” because it’s actually no joke! I haven’t been vomiting that much (it only seems to happen when my stomach is totally empty), but I have had constant, unending nausea since before my 5th week. Until about week 9, it would start about 5 minutes after waking and last until I went to bed at night, and I won’t lie, it’s been really miserable.
This past week, however, the mornings have actually been pretty okay, and the nausea hasn’t been settling in until around 2 or 3 PM (then lasting through the rest of the afternoon and evening.) The extra hours of relief in the morning have really made a big difference!
Not really. I have a really weird relationship with food right now because I’ve been so nauseous that the idea of eating is repulsive in and of itself. But I’ve learned that I have to put something in my stomach every couple of hours, or I’ll throw up. So really the closest thing I’ve had to cravings so far is just identifying foods that I can fathom eating at all, let alone enjoy.
Some of the things that I seem to okay with eating pretty regularly include apples, applesauce, peanut butter pretzels, canned peaches, cereal, cheese, yogurt and ice cream. And generally, most desserts seem to sit all right with me… even if I wasn’t able to eat more than a couple bites of my dinner, lol. Foxlet likes sugar, I guess.
Any food aversions?
Yes! Um, basically all food is now gross to me so, um, everything? As I mentioned above, the concept of eating anything at all is quite difficult for me these days, but there are specific things that I am really turned off by, and the saddest part is that the list includes many of my former favorite foods! French fries, mashed potatoes, Chinese food, steak, burgers, chicken, hot dogs, tomato sauce (weirdly, raw tomatoes are on my A-OK list, but things like pasta with red sauce and pizza are blech), and salads (except for caesar salad) are all currently on my no-fly list.
I’ve actually lost around 15 pounds since finding out I’m pregnant! (Although between the bloating and my inability to suck in my stomach without feeling like I’m gonna hurl, I definitely don’t look it.) My nausea and food aversions have been so intense that I’m eating way less than I imagine I normally do. I actually hear this is quite common (especially for plus-sized moms-to-be), so it’s not really a cause for concern. I’m sure I’ll gain it all back (and then some) as soon as I can eat like a normal human again.
How has work been going?
I thank God every day that I work from home and have such a flexible job, because given how tough the past 6 weeks have been, I can only imagine how much harder it would be if I had to go into an office every day! But work is good, aside from shifting around my typical work schedule around a bit to account for some extra sleeping or time spent being pathetic on the couch.
I spent this past week at a work conference in the city, and was a little worried about how well I’d do having to actually sit up and pay attention instead of wallow in self-pity, but it all turned out all right. I did spill the beans to my coworkers at the beginning of the week though, so they’d understand if I was a little less peppy than usual (or if I had to suddenly bolt out of the room — thankfully, that didn’t happen!)
What about working out?
Lol, well, those of you who know me know that even when I wasn’t pregnant, I hated working out. And with the much-mentioned nausea and general feeling-terrible-ness of this pregnancy, it’s been extra hard to motivate myself. But I know that movement is important when it comes to both my and Foxlet’s health, so I’ve been trying to get in at least one 20-30 minute walk every day. It’s not much, but I do think it helps (and it’s not too hard to convince myself to do it when the weather is as insanely nice as it’s been this week!)
How are Harry & Daxter doing?
Harry never seems to be bothered by anything, but I think Daxter definitely can tell something’s up. He’s been sooooo cute and cuddly with me since I got pregnant! I’m not 100% sure how he’ll react to having a baby in the house — he’s had plenty of experience around my nieces Mia and Kira, but has also exhibited a bit of jealous behavior in the past. I’m planning on doing several things to make sure both dogs are acclimated appropriately as things progress.
I’ve got a running list going, but finding names that both Sean and I agree on are few and far between. I’m sure that once we find out the sex of the baby, the name conversation will start taking place more often, but right now it’s not really top of mind.
What do you think the baby will look like?
Speculating on this has been one of the most fun parts of my pregnancy so far! Sean and I are both half-Asian and half-Caucasian — he is half-Korean, half-Irish, and I’m half-Chinese, half-generic white bread (I think my dad’s side of the family originates from Wales… like 14 generations ago.) Knowing how kooky genetics can get when it comes to mixed-race kids (just look at how different my siblings and I look!), it’s fun to think about how this kiddo could come out looking super Asian, or could come out with green eyes and dirty blonde hair.
Whew! I think that probably covers it for now. I gotta say, it feels so good to be able to talk (write!) about all of this! I’m sure that future updates will be much shorter and sweeter, and apologies for the wordiness of this post… but I’ve been keeping a lot bottled up over the past few weeks! If you’ve got any questions for me that I didn’t touch on today though, lay ’em on me!