Happy Week of Thanksgiving!

As the title of this post says, Happy Thanksgiving Week, friends!

As a special Thanksgiving treat, this little turkey decided to sleep for almost SIX (!!) hours straight IN HER CRIB last night, so I feel like a brand new woman!

Last we spoke, I was regaling you with tales of sleeplessness and wanting to continue getting Penny used to her crib. And so, in desperation, I ordered the Baby Merlin Magic Sleep Suit on Amazon and while this thing may make her look like an actual human marshmallow, dang, does it work!

 
I’ll definitely review it in more detail soon, but so far I am extremely happy with having purchased this baby snowsuit. Penny’s slept in her crib for four nights now, and is sleeping for increasingly long stretches of time. Last night’s six hours was certainly a record… praise be!

Anyway, all of this great sleeping and almost getting her on an actual bedtime schedule comes just in time to wreck it completely by traveling, hehe. Sean, Penny, and I are doing up Turkey Day with the Fox Family in Texas this year, and we’re so excited! Having already flown with Penny once, it’s nice not to be worried about the trip itself, and it’s going to be so great to introduce Penny to so many members of her family, including her great-grandmother!

This truly has been a week packed with family fun, since Penny got to spend some extra time with my parents during the week while I ran around to various post-car accident doctor’s appointments, and then this past weekend we also jaunted down to Williamsburg for a day to introduce Penny to her other great-grandmother on Sean’s side. 🙂

Sean’s mom prepared a huge Thanksgiving lunch for the occasion, so I got to stuff my gullet full of turkey, stuffing, green bean casserole, potatoes au gratin, and cranberry sauce. I loooooove Thanksgiving food, so I was a veeeeeery happy camper. And I’m even more excited now to repeat the culinary experience on actual Thanksgiving, hehe.

My college bestie, Bethany, also lives in Williamsburg with her hubby and their littles, so we stopped in to see them as well and did some baby swappin’ hehe.

And then we also stopped by Sean’s parents’ house house on our way back home too for a quick visit with his dad (who wasn’t able to join us in Williamsburg.)

The family fun didn’t stop with that, of course, since I convinced my brother and sister-in-law to come out and take some family photos of us the next day, hehe. I definitely learned a lot about what to do and not to do when it comes to taking professional photos with an infant, lol, but despite the windy weather and the fact that I woke her up from her nap for it, I’m confident we got at least a couple of good shots!

I’m so excited to get the photos back and put together our holiday card this year, since we have an especially wonderful reason to celebrate the season! We’re already entering my favorite time of the year, and it really is all the more special and exciting now that we get to share the holidays with Penny. I’m so thankful for this little nugget! I know I pretty much complained every single second of my pregnancy, but hot damn, was it worth it.

Okay, okay, I’m ceasing with the sappiness. I’ve just got lots to be thankful for this year, that’s all. 🙂

Anyway, with the traveling and craziness of the holiday, I probably won’t be checking back in on here until next week, so until then, happy, happy Thanksgiving!

Penny: 11 Weeks Old

We’ve had eleven weeks (as of yesterday) with our little cutie pie! She continues to love falling asleep in the car, being held like she’s sitting, baths, and getting her nose booped. She continues to dislike falling asleep on her own, idling in the car (she is one cranky monkey if she’s still awake when we hit a stoplight, lol), and the jury’s still out on whether she actually likes being carried in her baby carrier (Lillebaby) or wrap (Baby K’Tan).

In exciting developments, Penny loves gummin’ on her fist now, staying awake for much longer periods of time, flapping her hands in the general direction of toys, and she can finally (finally!) keep a pacifier in her mouth unassisted for more than 5 seconds at a time!

 
Even better, the pacifier she’s taken to lately is the 0-6 month MAM with the cute graphic on the front, hehe. She still likes the Soothies, but since she’s extra terrible at keeping it in her mouth (even the Wubbanub with the cute little stuffed animal attached), I’m glad that another type is working at last.

She continues to grow at an astronomical rate — she weighed 14 pounds, 11 ounces and 24 inches long on Sunday, which puts her in the 94th and 90th percentile respectively. So proud of my chunky little monster. 🙂

All this really means, of course, is that I’m extra motivated to try and get her into all her various adorable outfits and onesies I’ve at least once before she grows out of them, haha. I never thought that having too much clothing would be an issue, but I’m starting to feel bad that she’s outgrowing things before she can even wear them! I know, I know, #firstworldmomprobs.

 
Monday’s car accident aside, things are pretty steady on the homefront. It took a little bit of time for her sleep to get back to normal after getting her two-month shots (whatever normal is for a less-than-three-month-old, that is), but she was getting back in the rhythm of sleeping a longer 4+ hour stretch, followed by a few shorter bouts each night, equaling out to a good amount of total sleep overall (and going back to sleep quickly in between after waking to eat). Until yesterday, that is, when she decided that sleep was for chumps and would only sleep for somewhere between 25 – 45 minutes at a time, day AND night. IT WAS REALLY FUN FOR ME I TELL YOU.

This kid was just so flipping AWAKE last night! No amount of rocking, swinging, shhh-ing, swaddling, unswaddling, bouncing, singing, or nursing seemed to make her want to go to sleep. Around midnight, after her diaper was changed (again) and she was fed (again), with still no sleep in sight, I just dumped her in her crib. I figured that if she was going to fuss and cry and yell anyway, she might as well get used to her crib while doing it.

She squirmed and fussed for 20 minutes (not really crying, more like just yelling) or so until — amazingly! — she fell asleep. Unfortunately, that first round of sleep lasted exactly 26 minutes. She then did start crying and did so for like 15 minutes (while I stared at her on the monitor, also crying because whyyyyyyyy), but fell asleep again and then slept for 3.5 hours!

I didn’t really get to take advantage of that stretch of sleep though, since I was anxious about the fact that she was sleeping alone in her nursery for the first time (especially since this wasn’t planned, lol), and was glued to the monitor all night. Aaaaand then after her first real wake up around 4 to nurse, I slept the rest of the night in the bed that’s in her room. Thank goodness for espresso.

And this face. 😍

Despite my exhaustion, at least I’m feeling optimistic about the fact that she was able to sleep in her crib, and fall asleep on her own. I mean, I guess she had to exhaust herself eventually… But now the question is, should I try putting her down in her crib again tonight? I know consistency is important when it comes to establishing a good sleep routine, but also it’s not exactly like I want to be “sleep training” her yet. And we’ll be traveling next week, so I don’t know if it’ll be ultimately detrimental to get her officially started on sleeping in the nursery now, only to disrupt it so soon?

Then again, I’m probably (definitely) overthinking this, since she IS only 11 weeks old and still has the memory span of an earthworm. My main goal at this point is still just to do whatever works to get her to frickin’ sleep. And hopefully the ridiculous barely-napping-at-all thing from yesterday will be short-lived (maybe she’s going through her next developmental leap a little early?)


 

Anyway, this week I’m both glad and grateful that I’m using PTO to extend my maternity leave into December. My company provides 12 weeks of paid maternity leave, which I know is already really great compared to what most moms in the US get, but the idea of going back to work next week still seems so crazy to me! She’s just so young, and there’s still so little regularity or routine to our day. I guess that, were my return to work looming, I would be more motivated to sleep train or at least get her on a schedule, but for right now I’m A-OK with continuing to try keeping my head above the water and enjoying the rest of this time I have with her.

After all, the HOLIDAYS are officially upon us! The red cups are out at Starbucks, Santa’s taken up residence at all the local malls, and Penny will be experiencing her first Thanksgiving next week. Yay! As mentioned above, we’ve got some travel coming up — Sean and I are taking her to Texas for Turkey Day this year to celebrate with the whole Fox family (another reason why I’m not really fretting about the whole schedule establishment thing, since traveling is likely to wreak havoc on any progress we make anyway), and I have her My First Thanksgiving outfits ready and rarin’ to go, hehe.

This weekend we’re also taking her to Williamsburg for a quick trip to introduce her to Sean’s other grandmother, and to see my college bestie Bethany & her littles. I’m also hoping to get Ben & Taylor to snap some photos of our little family that I can use for a holiday card (doggos included, of course!). ‘Til then…!

The Bad Kind of First

Weeeeellps, yesterday turned out to be quite the emotional roller coaster of a day. It started out pretty great, with a decent night’s sleep from my little lovebug (a 4 hour stretch, followed by 2.5 hours, and then 3 hours after that) and then her being in a fab mood in the morning.

Around 11 I met back up with a couple of my #momsquad friends to catch the Crybaby Matinee — a special baby-friendly showing that the Angelika movie theatre hosts once a week. This week’s flick was A Bad Mom’s Christmas, and I figured that it was a pretty appropriate movie to take in with fellow mommas.

  • The movie itself was okay — it was pretty funny, I always love anything that Kristen Bell touches, plus it had some delightful surprise shirtlessness from This Is Us‘s Justin Hartley, hehe, but the film wasn’t anything earth-shattering. That said, it was a really fun experience getting to sit in the theatre with tons of other mamas and their littles, and not have to worry about if your baby cries or makes noise or gets hungry or anything. They keep some of the lights dimmed in the theatre so you can more easily check on and tend to your little one as well.

Of course, Penny just slept through the entire thing, but it was very nice to know that it wouldn’t have been a big deal if she had ended up fussing, hehe.

Sadly, the great start to my day was quickly overshadowed by what happened afterward. As I mentioned yesterday, my mom has been under the weather, so after the movie, Penny and I headed to my parents’ house to see her. Very unfortunately, while en route, my car got rear-ended. Just two-and-a-half months old, and already Penny’s experienced her first car accident. Not exactly the kind of thing I think I’ll be commemorating kn her baby book. 🙁

I was just driving along normally, heading towards an intersection with a (green) light, and there was a car sitting at the cross street sticking part of its nose out (to turn right, I assume). So the car in front of me slowed slightly, and I followed suit, but I guess the car behind me wasn’t paying attention or whatever, and didn’t notice that we were slowing down, and so he slammed right into the back of my car.

Thankfully, Penny is 100% okay (the accident didn’t even wake her up), but I was (I think, understandably) very emotional about it and am still very worried about her long term wellbeing. My car is still drivable — the accident popped my bumper out and left some scrapes.

I felt okay in the immediate aftermath, but as soon as I got to my parents’ house, my neck and shoulders started feeling stiff/sore. I called to see if I could get in to see my regular doctor, but he didn’t have any openings, so after we made sure Penny was okay, my parents watched her while I went to the ER to get checked out. They discharged me with a neck strain diagnosis and instructions to take ibuprofen and ice my neck and shoulders. Unfortunately I’m still in pain so I’m definitely going to follow up with my doctor, see a chiropractor, and some of you guys have suggested acupuncture so I’ll be looking into that, too.

I was also prescribed a muscle relaxer, but it’s not breastfeeding safe so it’s really just to be used if nothing else is working and I can’t sleep due to the pain (I would have to pump & dump my breastmilk). So far I’m not planning on taking it unless I have to, but alas, the doctor did also warn me that it will get worse before it gets better. We’ll see how today goes. And alas, the bad thing right now is that I’ve discovered I feel the pain and soreness most acutely while breastfeeding, since I use my neck and shoulder muscles a lot to wrangle both Penny and my boobs into position. Good thing she only needs to nurse like 7 – 9 times a day. -_-

Anyway, you can understand why the whole experience put quite the damper on what had started as a pretty great day — not to mention it ate up the rest of my day time-wise, as going to the hospital involved a lot of waiting around and took a really long time. And now I get to deal with all the super fun, not at all irritating insurance stuff, which is now all the more challenging when you’re wrangling a baby as well — it just makes the stuff like taking your car in to be evaluated, scheduling meetings with the adjuster, and scheduling appointments or whatever difficult. Ugh, I so took for granted how easy it was to run errands back when I was babyless, lol.

But! I shouldn’t complain too loudly because, as I said, things could’ve been way worse in many different ways, and most importantly, Penny is safe, happy, and healthy. I am going to inquire if insurance will cover the cost of a new carseat though, now that this one has been involved in an accident.

 
Here’s hoping today ends up being a much less eventful, far more emotionally stable day, yeah?

Busy, Busy, Happy, Happy

Well, I think it’s safe to say that Winter has come to Northern Virginia. Despite the fact that it was 75-degrees and sunny a week ago, the past few days and have felt like they’re of Winterfell-level proportions. Lows of 29 and 30 – brrrrr! The upside?

 
I’ve been able to make use of these stinkin’ cute fleece bodysuits that make Penny look extra-strength adorable.

 
We’ve certainly been keeping busy since last we checked in with you guys! Lots of time spent with family (that’s Uncle Ben hanging out with Penny in the photo above) and friends, old & new, plus Penny went to her first party and had a grand old time!

So, Wednesday night I finally got fed up with what was going on with my roots, and tried to re-dye my hair under the VERY MISTAKEN ASSUMPTION that Penny had gone down for the night and I had at least, like, 90 minutes before she woke up again. Well, I was unsurprisingly very wrong, and with Sean already asleep and me not wanting to disturb him (he has to get up very early for work), I had to pull my very best Tim Gunn and make it work.

 
Sooooo yeah, this resulted in a nice bleachy nursing session and lots of prayers that all of my hair wouldn’t fall out from bleaching too long, lol. Thankfully, I managed to get her to go back down pretty much right away after she was done, and thus escaped with hair unscathed and repurplefied!

And so I was able to look presentably vibrant (and very easy to spot) for my #momsquad coffee date the next morning! Now that Penelope and I are nice and comfy with each other, I’ve been really eager to meet other mamas in the area with similarly-aged kiddos. So being the totally level-headed and not-in-any-way-overzealous person that I am, I joined like, four different new mom Facebook groups and also downloaded the Peanut app (which is literally Tinder for moms, lol). I’ve been fortunate to connect with some lovely ladies and their even lovelier bebes!

It’s so nice to have other ladies with whom to get together and commiserate over developmental milestones, spit up, blowouts, and sleepless nights, hehe. Most of my friends’ babies are at least 8 – 10 months older than Penny, and right now the age difference of even a few months makes a huge difference in the whole parenthood experience. So while by this time next year, Penny and my friends’ babes all might be able to play together, it’s especially wonderful to have found some new mama friends with birthdays close to Penny’s — since they’re going through literally the exact same things as us. 🙂

On Friday, I met up with my friend Vicky for coffee in the morning. Mayhaps you are starting to see a pattern here: COFFEE. IS. LIFE. I’ve always enjoyed coffee, but was never really a habitual drinker. Didn’t need my daily cup of joe to get through the morning or anything like that. But now? HAAAAA! You should see the amount of stars I’ve racked up on my Starbucks rewards account. Lorelai Gilmore would be so proud.

And after yet another successful coffee date, Sean’s mom came by for a visit! Not only did she bring a delicious spread for lunch (homemade chicken pot pies!), but she also watched Penny for a stretch while I took a glorious and much-needed nap. Fri-yay indeed!

Which brings us to Saturday! We were invited to my coworker’s daughter’s first birthday party and were super excited to have Penny experience her first party! Naturally, she slept terribly the night before (go figure), so we got a pretty late start to the day. When I eventually had to jump in the shower, I asked Sean to get Penny dressed and returned to this bit of fashion-forwardness:

Bahahahahahaha. He gets major points for matching, but she is 100% missing the actual dress that’s supposed to go under the cardigan and over the bloomers. ::laughing crying emoji::

  
Much better. 😉

The party was so much fun! There were sooooo many kiddos and babies there, and it was really fun for Sean and me to see what our future holds, hehe. My fab coworker Kimberly did an amazing job with the theme, decor, and food (there was a Chipotle bar!!), and gave me serious goals for next August when we’ll be going through the same thing, hehe. Oh man, I’m getting emotional just thinking about that. I know that sounds ridiculous since it’s so far away, but I mean, I already can’t believe Penny will be 11 weeks on Wednesday! ::sniff::

 
Kimberly also arranged to have a Tunes 4 Tots session at the party, so Penny also got to experience her first music class! I can’t wait ’til she is, y’know, able to like, sit up and clap her hands and actually do stuff. But even though she was literally just sitting up in my lap watching it all unfold, I like to think she was having a grand ol’ time, hehe.

Later that night, Penny and I met up with one of my oldest friends, Megan. We’ve been friends since meeting in Taiwan in 2001, where we both attended high school! 16 years of friendship and counting…! Not that that makes me feel old or anything, heh.

After dinner, I dropped by my parents’ house, as another one of my uncles was visiting and wanted to meet Penny (she is far more popular that I could ever be!). This turned out to be a great thing, because while I was also supposed to see my parents again the next day, my mom came down with something so it didn’t work out.

They had originally offered to babysit for Sean and me while we went to a show, but since that didn’t happen we ended up having a nice lazy Sunday at home. TBH, it was really nice. I love having a reason to get out of the house (and I still did end up taking Penny on an errand run… and to get more coffee, hehe), but all the social engagements, coupled with the fact that Penny’s sleep has continued to be very unpredictable, did leave me feeling pretty drained.

So Sean, Penny, the dogs, and I all got to enjoy being home together — cooking (Sean), playing (Penny and the dogs), napping (everyone but me ::laugh/cry::), and taking care of stuff around the house (meeeeeee, heh.)

 
Which catches us back up to today! We’ve got lots of additional plans for fun this week, including our first Crybaby Matinee, more mommy dates, and a trip this weekend — whew! I’m also hoping that I’ll be able to get another one of the (many) parenthood posts I would like to write up this week, but guff, finding time to blog really is a challenge these days. I don’t know how actual mommy bloggers do it!

‘Til next time!

A Day in the Life: Penny @ Two Months

Aloha and happy Wednesday! I’m comin’ at you today with a Day in the Life post all about what life with Penny is like right now. It probably goes without saying that every day is super different from the one before and the one after. Things are still very chaotic and unpredictable, since, well, she is only 10 weeks old (today!) and we are still on absolutely no real schedule whatsoever. So I’m basically just living my life in repeating 24-hour cycles.

Luckily, I’m still obsessively tracking her eats, sleeps, diapers, and basically just every minute of her life on my phone (I use the Hatch Baby app) so at least that makes it easy to look back on our day for a post just like this! And since yesterday was a pretty good day to report on, in my opinion, let’s go ahead and get started!

4:01 AM: Penny went down for the night around 10:30 last night, waking up around midnight but then not again until 4! This means I got a glorious 4-hours of sleep for the first time in a while! As she’s barely been giving us 2 hour stretches at a time since last week, it feels pretty great. I nurse her for 15 minutes and she goes right back to sleep.

5:20 AM: Alas, victory is short-lived as she wakes back up only an hour later. I try to get her to go back to sleep on her own by shhhhh-ing her and rhythmically patting her chest , but when that fails I go change her wet diaper, and cuddle her until she falls back asleep.

7:05 AM: She’s awake again, hungry this time. Another 15 minute nursing sesh and she’s back out. Sean’s leaving for work, so I get to say a sleepy goodbye as he’s heading out and then we fall back asleep for another hour and forty-five minutes.

9:20 AM: Snoozing’s been great, but it’s time to get up for real. Penny wakes up in an awesome mood — she’s super happy, smiley, and adorable… and then she lets out a gigantic poop and is even happier! Bahahaha. I change her diaper, get her dressed, quickly go brush my teeth and wash my face (leaving her in her DockATot on the bed), and then we go let the dogs out.

9:34 AM: Time to feed the dogs, then I queue up the latest episode of The Mindy Project and settle in for another 15 minute nursing session. Afterwards, I take in more of Penny’s continued great mood by enjoying her laughs and smiles on the couch (and recording them on my phone, of course!)

 
After a bit, we move to the floor and she hangs out in her floor seat (the Fisher-Price Sit Me Up Floor Seat) — she loves being in this thing! Her neck control is pretty great now, to the point that she can easily keep it held up and so she loves looking all around. She’s also content enough for me to take 90 seconds to throw some eyeliner on and brush through my eyebrows, heh.

10:29 AM: Mama needs coffee and sustenance, so I strap Penny into her carseat and pop her into the car. It’s a truly miserable day, weather-wise, 43-degrees and raining, so I go all the way to the drive-thru Starbucks… even though I have to go past like three other normal Starbucks to get there. I tell you, I never truly understood the value of drive-thru convenience until I had a baby.

Penny falls asleep as soon as we hit the road, and, incredibly, stays asleep even after we’ve returned home. She continues to nap for a total of 2 hours (!), so as she snoozes I️ go clean up a smidgen, give Daxter and Harry some love, empty the dishwasher, and say sayonara to her 0-3 month clothing…

… trading it out for her 3-6 month stuff instead because my baby is a giant. Hooray! New outfits to spam my Instagram with! 😉

12:24 PM: Penny wakes up and — you guessed it — it’s time to eat again. I change her diaper first, and take the opportunity to weigh her before this feeding so I can check how much she’s eating (I have the Hatch Baby Grow Smart Changing Pad + Scale, which makes it easy to do this.) She nurses for 17 minutes and takes in 3.5 ounces.

Then it’s more playtime for us – she lounges in the DockATot on my bed for a bit while I make silly faces at her… that she completely ignores in favor of the far more captivating ceiling fan.

We move to the living room and I throw Gilmore Girls on Netflix in the background while she chills on her Boppy. She’s still in an awesome mood, and it’s so much fun to actually be able to do things to get her to smile and laugh now! Today she is all about the nose boops and the cheek squishes. 🙂 She then proceeds to spit up all over her onesie, so it’s time for outfit #2 for the day!

1:46 PM: It’s Election Day, and while a normal person might have thought ahead and stopped by the polling place when she left the house earlier, I clearly don’t have the wherewithal to handle that kind of advanced planning these days. So we hop back in the car and drive on over to perform our civic duty and give Penny her first taste of the democratic process! Of course, she falls back to sleep as soon as the car starts moving, so she naps right through the experience. Hopefully she absorbed some of the democracy through osmosis?

 
2:30 PM: We return home, and she’s only been napping for 45 minutes so I try to move her into the swing to finish her nap. Unsurprisingly, I am supremely unsuccessful and she wakes right up. Oh well!

 
We go downstairs to force the dogs to go outside (they are very reluctant since it’s still raining) and spend some time on her playmat. She’s kicking with a lot more control, and starting to sort of seem like she’s sorta-kinda-maybe grasping at the toys? Well, her movements seem slightly more purposeful than they used to at any rate.

We also get in a bit of tummy time, which lately means she bobs her head up and down while whining the whole time and drooling over everything. ::shrug::

2:51 PM: I nurse her for 11 minutes, then go to change her diaper again aaaaaand she spits up all over herself again. Since I have to change her outfit anyway, I record her official (naked) weight on the baby scale. She’s over fourteen pounds now and has officially doubled her birthweight! My giant li’l girl, hehe.

Time for outfit #3!

3:50 PM: She’s getting fussy so I know it’s time for another nap. Unfortunately, she doesn’t agree and is really fighting falling asleep… even though I can tell she’s tired! I try putting her down in the DockATot, in her swing, and rocking her in my arms, but every time I think she’s finally down, she wakes right back up. This continues for about forty minutes, le sigh.

4:37 PM: Finally I hear her let out a big ol’ poop, so I change her and she promptly falls asleep in my arms. Guess she was feelin’ the downtown pushdowns and couldn’t get comfortable — I know the feeling.

She’s so adorable that I have a hard time putting her down when she’s (finally) sleeping so sweetly, but after about twenty minutes I set her down so I can start working on this very blog post! She sleeps for an hour and twenty minutes, and I’m able to draft up about half of this post as well as eat a snack.

6:10 PM: Daddy’s home! Penny wakes up shortly after Sean gets home, so I nurse her and she gets in a few snuggles with her papa.

7:00 PM: We have dinner with my family on Tuesdays, so the three of us head on over to my parents’ house. My uncle is in town for business, so it’s fun to get to introduce Penny to him for the first time!

  
My mom cooked up a total feast, and I successfully am able to eat half of my meal one-handed — with chopsticks no less! — before Penny falls asleep again (taking another mini nap for about 45 minutes.) I nurse her again around 9 PM before we head back home.

 
10 PM: We’re home, and Sean takes care of Penny, changing her diaper and putting her pajamas on.

While he’s tending to her, I work on assembling the replacement swing that I received from Amazon. The one we originally got is functional, clearly, as I have been using it for the past couple of weeks. However, I’m convinced it’s defective as I can barely see a difference between the speed settings — there are supposed to be six different speeds, but they all seem the same to me, and none of them are fast enough for Penny (unlike when we were at my sister’s house, where Penny first for to experience this same swing and loved it.)

I really wanted to see if I was being crazy about the swing speed thing, and so was determined to put the replacement swing together tonight so that I could compare them. I ran them side-by-side and I do think that the new swing is faster/the speeds actually are different, so yay!

Of course, now this means I’ll eventually have to disassemble the first swing and somehow fit it back in the box to send back. But that’s a problem for another day! It’s getting late, after all!

11:03 PM: Sean heads to bed, and I nurse Penny for what I hope is the final time before putting her down for the night. And because I haven’t already pushed my luck enough with her today, I try to clip her nails while she’s nursing. Alas, since she’s discovered her hands, she holds them up by her head even more than she used to these days, which has caused her to give herself a couple of unfortunate scratches on her beautiful little face. Her nails grow so fast, too! I feel like I just clipped and filed them, sigh.

I get through 6/10 of her nails before she gets annoyed with me, which is actually better than I thought I’d do, and resolve to finish the rest when she’s sleeping… which is what I try to get her to do now, with little success.

11:37 PM: Half an hour later, I’ve tried rocking her, walking her around, shhhhh-ing her, patting her, and doing all the other go-to-sleep things that used to work once upon a time, but she’s fighting sleep again. So I do what I know will work: plug her back onto the boob and nurse her to sleep.

I proceed to type out the rest of this post one-handed, and that’s our day! Goodnight!